I know how much you wonder
I know how much you care
I know how much you want an answer

I can tell you what I'm thinking
But I can't
I can tell you why
But I can't
I can tell you so many things
But I can't

I know this goes far beyond what people can comprehend
I know it's been this way for a long time; you've told me
I just wish I could say what I really want

My entire being is at war with itself:
My body's starved for someone to be with it
My soul is aching for another
My heart says go go go
But my mind says no no no

I know what you've said to me before
I try to deny it
You want a decision from me
I utter incoherently

Part of me wants to keep you
I want to say yes
You know as well as I do
That that's not possible

I want to keep your heart that you've so generously given me
But that's not fair
Because I will never be able to do the same
You should give it to someone who truly deserves it
Someone who's not me
You'll need it
Because you'll find her some day

I care about you
I'll always be your friend
But most importantly
I love you
That's the way it'll stay
I promise
I know you'f feel the same

Mood: Fabulous.

Darling Cecilia...

[x] - You like mice. (I prefer hamsters)
[ ] - Dust scares you.
[x] - Your mother had more than 2 children.
[ ] - You are a smoker.
[ ] - You drink a lot.
[x] - You like to write. (sometimes)
[ ] - You are religious.
[x] - You like to burn candles.
[/] - You prefer juice or water over soda.
[x] - You have ridden a horse.

TOTAL SO FAR = 5 1/2

[ ] - You have done drugs.(Lol drugs)
[ ] - You are currently a drug addict.
[x] - You are very artistic.
[x] - You like stuffed animals.
[x] - You are attracted to shiny things.
[ ] - You have eaten a bug before.
[/] - You love cars. (I don't love them, they fascinate me)
[ ] - Cats are your favorite animal.
[ ] - You hate animals.
[x] - You are spontaneous and random.

TOTAL SO FAR = 10

[x] - You like fruit a lot.
[ ] - You drive.
[x] - You make / made good grades in school.
[x] - You are going / are in / have been to college.
[x] - You like for things to be very clean.
[x] - You are very messy.
[x] - You love to eat.
[x] - Christmas is your favorite holiday.
[x] - You like the beach
[ ] - You hate the color pink.

TOTAL SO FAR = 18

[ ] - You wear glasses or contacts.
[x] - You chat online a lot.
[x] - You always use correct grammar.
[x] - You like to take quizzes. (Not for school!)
[ ] - You eat out at restaurants more than you eat at home. (It's pretty balanced)
[x] - You enjoy swimming. (I like to be in the water)
[ ] - You have more than 5 pets.
[ ] - You have more than 10 pets.
[ ] - You believe in ghosts.
[ ] - You have seen a ghost.

TOTAL SO FAR = 22

[x] - You prefer comedy movies over romance movies.
[ ] - You like dancing, either doing it yourself or watching.
[ ] - You have been to a strip club.
[ ] - You drink coffee in the morning.
[ ] - You like to be awake at night.
[x] - You don't go outside often.
[x] - You love to read.
[x] - You believe in an afterlife of some kind.
[x] - You have short hair.
[ ] - You know how to cook well.

GRAND TOTAL = 27

Answers

0 - 1 = Mosquito.
2 - 3 = A weed.
4 - 5 = Daisy.
6 - 7 = Janitor.
8 - 9 = Goose.
10 - 11 = Rock.
12 - 13 = Fireman.
14 - 15 = Rose.
16 - 17 = Mouse.
18 - 19 = Cow.
20 - 21 = Rabbit.
22 - 23 = Mental Patient.
24 - 25 = Grass.
26 - 27 = Water.
28 - 29 = Bat.
30 - 31 = Hippo.
32 - 33 = Crocodile.
34 - 35 = Vampire.
36 - 37 = Horse.
38 - 39 = Hawk.
40 - 41 = Spider
42 - 43 = Flea.
44 - 45 = Princess or Prince.
46 - 47 = President.
48 - 50 = You have done everything. Your live has run out

I'm water! XD

Stolen from

~~~~~~~~~EEVEE~~~~~~~
[x] You are cute
[x] You love to play
[x] You don't like getting into fights
[ ] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it
[x] You have a best friend forever
[x] You love your best friend very much
[x] You usually don't lie
[ ] You don't say bad words
[x] Most people love you
[ ] You are youngest of all your siblings
[x] You like to wish upon a star
[/] You have a lots of stuffed animals
------TOTAL: 8 1/2

~~~~~~~~~VAPOREON~~~~
[ ] You can swim
[ ] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week
[x] You hate the racism
[x] Someone has said that you are hot
[x] You are very social
[ ] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[x] You enjoy sleeping
[ ] You know most of your neighbors' names
[x] You can speak in another language than English.
[ ] You visit social places
[ ] People call you a "smiley face"
[x] You LOVE spending time in the water
------TOTAL: 6

~~~~~~~~~~~JOLTEON~~~~
[ ] You are a street kid
[ ] You have been in an accident
[ ] You usually get into street fights
[ ] Your favorite kind of music is rap
[ ] You have been shocked by electricity
[x] You seriously need to get a life.
[ ] People say you're too egoistic
[ ] You have tried gangsta style
[ ] You try to be really cool
[x] You really want someone
[x] Last thing you did before you sit on computer was meeting with someone.
[x] You hate something right now
------TOTAL: 4

~~~~~~~~~~~~FLAREON
[x] You are kind of a hothead
[ ] people try to calm you down
[ ] When you want something, you won't stop until you get it.
[x] You are seriously waiting for something right now
[ ] You annoy people
[ ] You like cartoon villains more than heroes
[x] You would like to have red eyes.
[x] You were born in summer or spring
[x] You can think of crazy things
[x] You have burned something
[x] Things around you are stupid
[ ] You don't like your life at a moment
----TOTAL: 7

~~~~~~~~~~~~ESPEON
[x] You believe in magic
[ ] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you
[x] You really love someone
[x] You believe in love at first sight
[x] You haven't tried to smoke,drugs or drink alcohol
[x] You are a goody-goody......
[x] ......or average
[ ] You get injured easily
[x] People don't really get you
[ ] You MUST do something right now
[x] You are like a psychic
[x] You have a great sight
------TOTAL: 9

~~~~~~~~~~~~UMBREON
[x] You love the dark.
[x] you like to wear/see/use the color black.
[x] glow in the dark stickers are cool.
[ ] you are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance.
[x] you look out for yourself at times.
[x] you have or would like to have a umbreon in your pokemon games.
[x] you are terrifyingly silent.
[ ] you have eyes that make people timid or afraid.
[x] you have helped or been helped by someone but never said 'you're welcome' or 'thank you'.
[x] you are somewhat of a loner.
[ ] you love to go out in the night.
[ ] You have excellent vision in dark places.
------TOTAL: 8

~~~~~~~~~~~~LEAFEON
[x] Fall or spring is one of your favourite seasons.
[x] you adore the color green.
[x] you love flowers but choose not to pick them.
[ ] clean, green and pristine is your way of life.
[ ] animals adore you and you adore them.
[x] you are a very peaceful person.
[ ] you care deeply for anyone even if you do not know them at all.
[x] you enjoy long walks in nature or the woods.
[ ] you are a vegetarian.
[x] your eyes are or you wish for them to be green.
[x] you really can't stand cold days.
[x] people really love to be around you.
------TOTAL: 8

~~~~~~~~~~~~GLACEON
[x] Winter days are your favourite seasons.
[ ] cold weathers don't phase you with or without a jacket.
[x] you have or wish to have amazingly snow white or light blue eyes.
[ ] You live in a place where it's cold all year round.
[x] Hot days are your most hated time of any week.
[x] you don't mind cold foods.
[ ] You have once used a cold joke during cold times.
[ ] You adore very much the colour white.
[ ] you take long walks in the snow.
[ ] you have a cold personality.
[ ] people can't really call onto you for sympathy.
[ ] you have heard the song Cold by crossfade.
------TOTAL: 4


Espeon! :D

It has dawned onto me that ever since I've started taking birth control pills and my system has been outta whack, I've turned into an inconsolable crying mess. Before, it was like I was a rock and nothing made me cry and now I'm crying because of nothing; it's really quite annoying and it's embarrassing. I hate it, I want my non-feelings back.